Saturday, 31 May 2014

"I" High; a happieness inside

I wish i was high- not on the narcs but within,
stable as a table- without an upward chin.

I wish i can laugh with the feelings of universe- to speak and to be heard.

I wish i could share- emotions, i feel in despair.

I wish much to help myself and others who relaps,

and then I wish of your nearness... ah' what a bless.

Friday, 30 May 2014

An ode to Paul "the soul rider"

I am nothing but a fragment of this earth; known to some, adored by a few,
a reality on the rolling roads, now got my own que.

No tears but love i need- in rememberance, i loved you,
Keep racing the hearts ya'll, coz now- i am You.

P.S: love and prayers to the fellow rider too. May your souls shine bright

"Letter to long lost soul- sister"

My wishes my prayer, roams freely-
In quantities very rare

Human or an entity other- they cover as each's share

Its not what i do always,
a bursting rage has hired my mind as it's resting place,
but alas! (It is bad, and they don't care)

Feeling the passion of this agression, i make way clear,
come.....let's disappear!

Thursday, 29 May 2014

Dancing without shapes; a never ending race

Tell me if i ask, if she was there- my patience,
that she held me as i was.

My "self" true and it cared too,
Have i cared to be enough?
Am i living without a clue!

Dont look back, i try, when there she lies- My happiness

Tell me, was i able to stick or sticked to be watched?

Oh tell me now...
Is that too much to ask?

"Love idioska" (idiot in love)

I m stuck on to you baby

Stuckk on your face

I might repeating the sentance

Maybe,

but not to waste

Coz everynight now

I see you in my dreams, 

many moments baby

I think of you

and if I bloody try to wash it,

This fuckin heart buys a rain-coat new

Tell me what to dooooooh..

Ohhhhh

Tell me what to dooooooooooo!

Monday, 26 May 2014

"Rebell me good"

I was sitting in the corner, thiking of  the quite times and there were noises everywhere, not natural; all made by madness`

It was confusing enough for me to go more deep- the search was in continuation for pure peace.

I, at first tried a seldome approach,
but only to know; t'was loathed with ego,
What can i do to please you, my little mind- I asked, why this much blue!

Nothing it told me and i found, nothing it ever tells you...
Yet i smiled- "if only it was about the color blue"

...the noises are still there but i've stopped thinking; and not rash they are now, but seem more soothing.

Friday, 23 May 2014

A long walk and stoned face

Drifter is a word, also an emotion to many
Strolling their whole life, they appriciate
Stunn of science and calm of pure,
they been doing so- since an anicient date

To pass the time or to know more
This life, that has setteled on many a shores
They walked, are walking and will be walking...too long, too late