"Arguing self"

Why did you come far!
[Just to think and understand you better, that's all.]

Did you make a fortune?
[Its OK, do not put your head too heavy so soon.]

Well then why, whats the rattle?
[Because your mind wont be settle, my friend - 
all the pictures you see and the way you pretend
just to gather it all and then take it to end - 
Its one way to think but there're many others,
put your will and belief let you love what you serve.]

"Oh! let me ask you a question, about the freedom of expression and the bitter reactions - 
Dedicated minds ~ only to society, no words for the wisdom in this glamours party"

[Mind is too vast, end can never be reached,
a need to control the satisfaction  disease.
The faith must be strong and the actions along,
if to walk is to live, you shall never be stopped.]

Nuclear Realities of my world

A question unanswered, a puzzle unsolved,
A view that’s unseen, the riot of thoughts
...
More is merrier or less is more,
do I still need that one last call!
...
Weak is mind and wicked its design,

Come close n get hurt...coz m running out of line.

How many tries are worth to fetch d memorable,
Or the one disguise, just to make it stable.
...
I've never known what they call simplicity of life,
Nor a joyous truth that I can define
...
To err' is d human, now seem so right,
Now that I know it, there's no reason to fight
...
Thus remembering in thy name,
I am simply calling off my game

To Search or to be Searched!

The question I ask... to my disturbed heart,

Why can't I jam... why can't I Dance?

The voices...they always leap above - leaving me astonished,

I try to hear them...but suddenly they vanish.

Lost in the vision served to my eyes,

What I have already seen - now can’t describe.

Water, Nature, Human, Fire - they all are same -

Particles of the One – without a name.

We can find it hard to believe, but isn’t everything?

Put a little faith in what you do...and just Blink.

Humble Rebellion

~

Don’t ask me for any love or affection

coz my heart is weak-

it’s no redemption 

but the stillness of the sounds-

I seek.

So society my dear

You can use your share of wrath on me-

but as I was and I am-

I’ll keep trying to be… 

What I want to be.

~

Sincere Manipulator

I’m a monster of my kind, my words can kill you in no time...
I might have a nice gesture, but my intentions are a murderer to life.
So beware - before you make a move, coz you can shatter,
stomping, destroying every thought of YOU, here I become BATTER.

A fascination

With the smile so wondrous, I could fall feeling numb.
Words too soft and them eyes too deep.....she'd sweep,
my freedom, my patience and the night's sleep.

But then I think is it really needed!
Trying, controlling, I've been mislead.

And now I think on it again...
collecting the pieces without no shame,
I’ll triumph thy someday, and it'll rain.

Search and more

The moment I hate the most... is the moment when i feel lost,

But to love,
I just need a revert...

because the silence is of the greater cost.

It hurts me, my soul, and thus those, who around me,
when I speak, or portray, the views that design me.

So bring me the ever wanted element,
before I give it all away, and resent.

A feeling blundered

Why don’t I write for happy faces to remain likewise,
or indulge in a habit so new, I forget to get high...

I could start by making funny gestures, but that would be too lame,

Its an irony though, to the people who kill their smile for some unworthy game.

Take it or leave it, its really not what you need,
its ok if you're confused, you can hit the green - but beware to take out the seed,

Well that’s the final sound that surround my existence and bound…
my soul, my senses to the old allotted ground.

R.I.P_ _ _ "Pre-decided moral learning"

Love Chronic

It’s astonishing, how you fall in love,
sometimes…when you don’t even know the meaning of the word.
….
But isn’t that the beauty of this emotion,
appearing from nowhere.... like the iceberg in the ocean.
....
They say you must feel it for once,
I say even 100’s of thousand times are not enough.
.....
As it become the part of life, love triumph forever even after one dies…
so you can love and beloved at the same time,

It’s just the need of the hour, that you tell "her" this just fine.
.....
Thus I wish you luck and love and hope you have “Happiest of the time”.

A life too ittle

What is it I am living for?
Penny in pocket or just an hour of amore!

Strive is getting bigger, still not enough to trigger,
the appetite that is needed, or d guilt which is weeded

Who did, who suffered?....is really not the question,
to walk, to think....I just need a direction....

Fill me up now, the holes started crying,
come save her O' Mighty one, my soul's on the verge of dying.....

Flying Imaginations

So I’ve been trying to write....but they always confuse me,

bring me the fight...yet, too keen to use me,

and I’ll be damned if do nothing,

I have to, got to stop them flirting.

Vicious , no they're not...

surfing on high tides, simply my THOUGHTS.

My Soul Sister

You are like a nightmare I miss,
the only unfortunate wish

nearness  to you can destroy me whole,
but your absence also threatens my soul

this bridge, the ends can never meet,
thus I accept this brief war and the sweet defeat.

P.S: "may it bring u all d peace in disease"

Realizing Reality

It may come as a shock to you, but now sad is my mind's design,
cant stay sober anymore, becauce my heart is crying.

A borrowed life, a dream to hold,
a vessel to wear...it's all so bored...

relate me to something that is still alive,
all i feel around, are corpses - or thoughts... dying.

A Wish

"Enter  me, enter this disguise,
frame by frame, clean me to d whitest,
take me along, if  required, free me, from this dark zest."