Saturday 31 May 2014

"I" High; a happieness inside

I wish i was high- not on the narcs but within,
stable as a table- without an upward chin.

I wish i can laugh with the feelings of universe- to speak and to be heard.

I wish i could share- emotions, i feel in despair.

I wish much to help myself and others who relaps,

and then I wish of your nearness... ah' what a bless.

Friday 30 May 2014

An ode to Paul "the soul rider"

I am nothing but a fragment of this earth; known to some, adored by a few,
a reality on the rolling roads, now got my own que.

No tears but love i need- in rememberance, i loved you,
Keep racing the hearts ya'll, coz now- i am You.

P.S: love and prayers to the fellow rider too. May your souls shine bright

"Letter to long lost soul- sister"

My wishes my prayer, roams freely-
In quantities very rare

Human or an entity other- they cover as each's share

Its not what i do always,
a bursting rage has hired my mind as it's resting place,
but alas! (It is bad, and they don't care)

Feeling the passion of this agression, i make way clear,
come.....let's disappear!

Thursday 29 May 2014

Dancing without shapes; a never ending race

Tell me if i ask, if she was there- my patience,
that she held me as i was.

My "self" true and it cared too,
Have i cared to be enough?
Am i living without a clue!

Dont look back, i try, when there she lies- My happiness

Tell me, was i able to stick or sticked to be watched?

Oh tell me now...
Is that too much to ask?

"Love idioska" (idiot in love)

I m stuck on to you baby

Stuckk on your face

I might repeating the sentance

Maybe,

but not to waste

Coz everynight now

I see you in my dreams, 

many moments baby

I think of you

and if I bloody try to wash it,

This fuckin heart buys a rain-coat new

Tell me what to dooooooh..

Ohhhhh

Tell me what to dooooooooooo!

Monday 26 May 2014

"Rebell me good"

I was sitting in the corner, thiking of  the quite times and there were noises everywhere, not natural; all made by madness`

It was confusing enough for me to go more deep- the search was in continuation for pure peace.

I, at first tried a seldome approach,
but only to know; t'was loathed with ego,
What can i do to please you, my little mind- I asked, why this much blue!

Nothing it told me and i found, nothing it ever tells you...
Yet i smiled- "if only it was about the color blue"

...the noises are still there but i've stopped thinking; and not rash they are now, but seem more soothing.

Friday 23 May 2014

A long walk and stoned face

Drifter is a word, also an emotion to many
Strolling their whole life, they appriciate
Stunn of science and calm of pure,
they been doing so- since an anicient date

To pass the time or to know more
This life, that has setteled on many a shores
They walked, are walking and will be walking...too long, too late

Thursday 22 May 2014

Life's little bubble

I am the life, a being of the earth,
I am the very idea to love or curse,
I can do or can't; express my wants.
I can take back the wrong or intend to do so,
I am able, can listen and understand.
I too am greedy but more happy when shared,
Choosey sometimes; not exoticely rare
I love my surroundings and respect other's,
I play, i pipe and want to live reverse

Wednesday 21 May 2014

Ol' death gets new life

Through the streets of unknown,
a familiar sound passes,
Isolated parkways, it seem- begun to start talking.
The lurking shaddows are thrilled to see a living face,
...with hope to get free with this humanly grace.

Happy Rider

Sail my love, sail to new land..
Indulge and play in strangeness hand...
Never be bound in your mind..
Into the waters new- take a dive.

...and if you strive, dont worry but find your appetite..
while on the horizon somewhere, a bright sun shines.

Slow Crawling

It's been long....not swimming, sitting still in drought,
The sun strikes hard but no brightness in thoughts..

Look back and relax-the way life has taken,
and coping with it, mind felt numb... bruised and shaken

Something I missed from then to now... once unimportant, makes all the sense somehow

Dear Grace please tell me, what should I dwell in!
Pull me an inch above now, or give me the moment of Wow!