"I" High; a happieness inside

I wish i was high- not on the narcs but within,
stable as a table- without an upward chin.

I wish i can laugh with the feelings of universe- to speak and to be heard.

I wish i could share- emotions, i feel in despair.

I wish much to help myself and others who relaps,

and then I wish of your nearness... ah' what a bless.